Ak di ganggu atau terganggu??

Malam tadi, ak mimpi ngeri…tiba2 muncul…sorg pompuan dan seorg laki bergaduh…ak assume dua2 tu laki bini..dari butir2 pergaduhan dorg tu…ak bleh agak..family laki tu tak suka ngan pompuan tu n laki tu dah terhasut untuk tak suka pada bini dia jugak…jelas…wajah pompuan tu sgt kecewa..gambaran drama pergaduhan laki bini tu hilang..diganti dengan pompuan berbadan agak berisi tu duduk atas buaian tinggi..ak agak mungkin alang rumah…perut memboyot..mungkin menunggu masa untuk bersalin…tiba2 ada darah yang mengalir dari celah paha…pompuan nmpk cam sakit gile…masa tu ak terpikir..eh..dia nak bersalin ke?? jatuh la nnt baby tu…secara tiba2…pompuan berisi tu jatuh ke belakang…kaki dia tersangkut pada buaian tu…tak lama lepas t uterus tak bergerak…kaku… darah menitik2…dari rambut yg mengurai panjang…banyak…mengalir di lantai…

Ak pon tak tau cemana secara tiba2 bole mimpi mcm ni…cuak kot…dah la ddk sorg2…tp ak perasan jgk…dua tiga menjak ni…setiap kali sebelom tido…ak akan rasa cam dingin je kat kaki ak…tp ak dek je la..malas nak pk sgt…

Ak harap kalo ade bende2 yg ngikut tu(harap2 xd la).. pegi la jauh2…jgn kacau ak….ak tak kaco dia…so, jgn la kaco ak…ak nak tido ngan lena….esok ak keje kowt!!!

lang pa lang pa Chipsmore

ahah! found the missing file~~

the 1st week post~ aiyooo long time agooo la.

Thanks to GOD, I’ve completed the first week of working. Not much can be expected since I believe everybody knows, the first few weeks are really going to be extremely boring. As a newbie of course the first thing u need to know is what actually the department that u are in doing. As for me, HCC is leader in innovation of drill bits. Being exposed to the theory behind the diamond bits really gave me something new and fresh. Of cause actually I never know about the diamond since I’m not really into o&g. but I guess I have to accept and I’m accepting the path that God chose for me. I believe, there’s something waiting for me in this field.

Actually, after few days in the office, the most frustrating news is that, my scopes of work are mostly in the office and meeting client. OMG! This is not actually what I’d expected the day I walk for the first time in Baker Hughes. Though, I’ve talked to the big boss, and senior colleague, there’s nothing much can be hope and I guess the dream to be working offshore at the platform somewhere in the middle of the sea, is just a dream. But, contrast with that, the best part that I heard is most of big managers come from HCC department. WOW! I’m starting to convert the future plan, from switching to another product line for field experience to being a manager of Baker Hughes. Ohhooo…this newbie started to talk nonsense. Ahah….luckily the probation period is just 3 month. Therefore, by hook or by crook, the highest priority of focus is to pass the probation period first.

Well, got a phone call from the big boss yesterday, err….actually due to my email to him talking nonsense about few concerns which of coz include about going to platform just to see what is actually going on there. Ahah! I’m lucky; the big boss is such a very nice person. While not actually doing any work yet, he already willing to gave a full support for my future plan. Really enjoyed talking to him . Ahah! I like u boss!! Ohh, u might feel a bit weird and asking y the boss talked to me tru the phone. Actually he’s based in Bangkok. Therefore, ………(put your own sentences.)

Upss..need to stop here, nature’s calling. It’s freezing cold in ere. And well, of course I need to prepare for some quiz next week. Urghhh…can’t believe I’m still trapped with the most things I hate while being a student.

Gtg. Da~

Missing Post

urghh...i lost my 1st week working post....err not yet a post actually.
just a doc file where i wrote what ever nonsense i'm planning on posting.
cant find it anywhere since i change my laptop..

never mind...i'll post it sometime if and only if (ohh...tringat lak cikgu norma ajar math mod) i manage to find the file back..

it's the 3rd week already, owh..the time pass by very fast...
kind of feel like juz 3 days in the office.
not much to do....juz study and go tru catalogs, material what ever they gave and read it over n over again..

but, i did learned new thing yesterday, juz few hours before going back.
rig count
well, looks pretty easy,
counting how much rig is in active status for vietnam, thailand, japan, philippines, brunei and malaysia of cos.
for malaysia, there are 21 rig a per this week count. new info..hohoh...never know how much rig we have.

as far till now, still didnt get any task yet, juz getting ready for quiz and assignment this friday.
and the most interesting part meeting the big boss. came all the way from bangkok.
also can't wait for EDP training in Dubai early april. gaining new experience and learn to be independent at new place alone.

selamat bekerja untuk yg dah bekerja...pada yg belum..
teruskan usaha dan doa..

adios

BIG big DAY

butterflies in the stomach~~ wiwiiii

kind of feel it since few weeks ago...

the day has come,

February 22.

a start of a new life as an employee

under

already got few emails from the manager, kind of surprised with the warm welcome.

and being informed about EDP ( training) at the end of MAC.

and also...the most important attachment, product catalog.

well, new start..

new me...hopefully

selamat tinggal zaman remaja

taun 2010 datang...meninggalkan jauh2 taun 2009...

dengan kluar nye result sem akhir semalam

maka berakhirlah episod hidup ak sebagai seorang pelajar utp..

taun 2010 ni..bermula pulak episod sebagai seorang pekerja...

alhamdulillah..result yg kuar tu melayak kan ak untuk memenuhi perjanjian bersyarat itu...

22hb februari...

ak akan mula bekerja di Menara Tan&Tan..Kuala Lumpur..

KL ye kawan2...bukan brunei..

hoho..

ak dah kne transfer ke kl...

dgn alasan di brunei xd org nak ajar ak..

so ak trima ngan ati terbuka sbb xd la jauh sgt..huhuh...

dlm masa yg sama...bole la ak jmp balik kwn2 lama yg mane dah bertaun2 terpisah tu..

untuk kwn2 yg laen...

selamat bekerja...

keep in touch ok...

lama btl

lame btl x update blog nih...eceh..pdhal br 2 mggu...

sebaek je pindah dr utp..esoknye ak terus berangkat ke johor...melawat kg halaman yg dah lama ak tinggal...

2 mggu kat cni....takde la kemana pon ak berjlan...
selain round2 bt pahat neh..
ade jugak ak ke muar, n jb...

tak byk sgt yg berubh...

pastu..sempat jugak ak ke melaka.,..menziarah si dayah...rumet ak selama 4 taun yg tak penah skali pon ak ke umh dia...
alang2 dah kat jhr nih...ak pegi le...pasni tak tau la bile plak nak pegi...

esok...akn balik ke kedah..tak sabar lak rasa..
kakak ak pon akan balik...
n yg paling penting...nak jumpa best fren ak...si faizul..
dah setaun jugak tk jumpa...

ada la jugak merancang nak wat part time...
sakit btl rasa bila xd duit neh..huhu...
tp tgk la kalo rajin..ngeh2..

duit...duit...

disini tamat nya hikayat...

pejam celik pejam celik.....

dah sampai waktunya untuk ak berangkat terus dari utp yg pernah suatu ketika dulu menjadi kebanggaan masa mula2 dpt offer letter dulu...

sedar tak sedar....

usia dah pon meningkat lagi 5 taun

dan gelaran sebagai pelajar pon dah tamat kat sini....

insyaallah kalo ada semangat lg akan smbung belajar...

tp tu last choice..ngeh2...

habis je presentation and balik raya arituh...

keadaan kat utp nih sgt la membosankan...

langsung xd aktiviti dan cerita yg menarik untuk ditonton...

tgk dancemat pon tak lalu nak melompat2....

padahal mlm exam pon beria2 men smpi pegi dewan exam pon mcm orang capik...

ari kamis arituh....

sv dah siap sign report..fuh lega btol....

dapat pulak sv yg baik hati lagi pemurah...

mmg berbunga2 la rasa ati....

tambah lg dengan markah2 present n report yg dah tau brape markahnye....

lg la lapang je rasa kepala otak nih...

maka...dengan berbesar ati nye...

ak n member se'SV' (beng) wat keputusan nak kasik adiah kat sv kitorg yg baek tuh....

di akhir perjumpaan...sv ak nih ade la ckp..keep in touch...

mula2 xd la rasa apa...

tp masa kitorg kasik adiah n ckp mungkin tak jmp lg dah pasni...

terasa lak cam sedih....

sekali sv ak ckp akan jmp lg dihari perkahwinan kitorg...

huh...terharu btl rasanya....

punye lah baek....tak sampai ati lak nak tinggalkan dia kat sini...cewah~

terima kasih yg tak terhingga untuk Prof. Dr. Vijay R. Raghavan...

jasamu dikenang...

ok cukup dengan cerita sv ak...

selesai je anta report untuk dihardbound,

terasa mcm terlepas satu beban yg sgt berat....

nafas cam lancar jek....

menyedari yg ari2 kat perak nih da tak lame...

ak pon plan2 nak jalan2 mane2 tmpt yg blom pegi lg...

walaupon xd la byk sgt....sebab sumenye dah penah pegi...

tp tetap nak berjalan2 jugak...

so semalam....repeat cameron skali lg....selepas beberapa bulan tak pegi,

n arini pegi gua tempurung...

walaupon xdpt masuk sebab pegi da lewat petang...dpt tgk pintu gua pon jadik laa...

at least xd la jakun sgt kalo org tny kan....

lepas tuh...pegi golek bola untuk jatuh kan pin2 kat greentown....

kali nih owner tuh tak bukak pulak lampu disko..

aish....rosak program...hohoh

masuk je pagar utp td...

sayu plak rasa....

esok kali terakhir akan tgk utp ni b4 convo...

dalam kutuk2....rasa sayang tuh tetap ada...

tempat ak membesar dan menjadi dewasa...

tempat yg byk mengajar ak untuk jadi manusia yg berguna....

semoga ilmu yg ak pelajari kat sini...

akan bg manfaat pada ak dan jugak orang laen...

yg paling sedih...nak tinggalkan kawan2 yg dah 5 taun kenal...

entah bila la kita dpt jumpa lg....

semoga hubungan kita nih akan kekal hingga akhir hayat....

dah senang nnt jgn lupe pada kawan2 lame ni yee...

ak doakan semoga korang sume akan berjaya dalam apa jua kerja or bidang yg korang buat...

panjang umo n murah rezeki kita jumpa lagi...

ak jugak nak mintak maaf kalo ade salah silap, terlanjur kata, terkasar bahasa,

dan halal kan makan minum yg mana termakan, terambil dan sebagainye....

gud luck n all the best to all...

take care n keep in touch!