Thursday, June 14, 2012
Syukurlah Nak
Namun aku bersyukur, kerana nikmat ini buat aku lebih menghargai perasaan dan pengorbanan mak aku dulu..
Sungguh. cabaran tu bukan sikit... yang tak terjangkau dek akal wanita2 single.
Aku penah kongsi perasaan tu dengan kakak aku, malangnya dia sendiri pon xdapat nak bayangkan.
Beklah, biar aku kongsi kat sini pulak.
Apa yang aku rasa di bulan pertama adalah badan yang sangat2 lemah, rasa macam demam.
Kepala yang pening tak pernah hilang, dari bangun tido sampai lelap mata.
Tambah lagi rasa nak muntah, tapi tak muntah pon (main2 betul!)
Tapi yang paling menduga tu, bila lambat makan, badan serta merta bertambah lemah, macam puasa hari pertama dekat ujung2 time nak berbuka. Longlai gile! Dah tentu korang akan cakap "Alah, dah tau mcm tu, makan la. apa tunggu lagi" Datang pulak dugaan lain bilamana semua makanan yang ko nampak tu tak menyelerakan langsung, macam makanan basi yang ko tengok tak lalu dan nak muntah hijau. (Ulang perenggan ni 2 jam sekali)
Alhamdullillah, bila dah masuk 2 bulan, perlahan2 dugaan tadi dah berkurang, tapi datang pulak dugaan lain. Sebelum ni, hanya setakat nak muntah, kali ni dah betul2 muntah. Muntah kosong kalo sebelum makan dan muntah berisi kalo selepas makan. Sebabnya, ko lapar pon ko muntah, ko kenyang pon ko muntah. Jadi hidup ko sentiasa dipersimpangan dilema.
Malam pulak, susah nak tido, bila dah tido, terjaga pulak sebab perut memulas mulas keras dan kejang. Tergolek-golek la ko setengah jam sebelum ko dapat tido semula. baru nak terlelap, dah terjaga semula, sebab sakit leher, sakit belakang dan badan tak selesa. Semua serba tak kena. tapi mengenangkan nak dapat anak sorang. Ko hadap kan jelah.
Menunggu masuk bulan ke 3 mmg menguji kesabaran. Apa pon, aku harap dan berdoa agar semuanya selamat dan sihat sempurna. Doakan lah.
Musim berubah, begitu juga manusia
Monday, August 8, 2011
taik ayam ke taik lembu ke...tetap taik
Thursday, December 2, 2010
Sampai Bila??
entry rini adalah berkenaan dengan....dengan apa ha?? mengantuk!!! haa...
ak sebenaqnya mengantuk ya amat sgt dah ni...maklum la lunch tadi p pekena ikan bakaq..
slalu kalo orang p mkn ikan bakaq, order sekoq ikan makan ramai2...
tp disebabkan perut ak ni perut tong! mengalahkan perut jin (jgn ak jin sudah la)..sekoq ikan tu ak makan sorang..haaa hambik kau...ikan terubuk sebesaq tapak tgn bapak ak (tapak tgn bapak ak tau..bukan tgn ak...nak kata besaq gila la tu kan) ak makan sorang...
abeh makan, nak belahaq!(sendawa...kot la orang bukan kedah tak paham kan) pon tak bole dah. ish2...tp ak mkn tadi baca dah bismillah...
pinggan2 tadi kalo mak mertua tgk...terus kansel psai nya susah nak tanggung...
haiiii...nasib bdan la "beliau"...huhuh
ok lah..cukup psai crita makan tu...pasai nya ak xdan nak amik gmbq(pdhal tak igt lgsg pon ak amik).
ak pon tak igt bila last entry ak kat blog nih...mcm dah hilang plak feel nak menaip pnjg2...
konon nya bz..pdhaiiii...dah penin pala chek ni nak mengarang panjang lebaq. tak lalu lagi dah nak menaip.
ok arhh...ngantuk pon dah hilang....
apa ni...entry cam haprak...eh suka ati ak la...
ada satu post ni pon kira baguih dah...kna tak dak lgsg??
eh tapi nnt ak nak wat blog baru la....untuk taun baru~ huhuhuhhhh
chiauuw~
Friday, July 23, 2010
Mungkin kah terjadi
tajuk di atas langsung tiada kena mengena ngan post nih. tapi...peduli hape ak...ak yg tulis..ak punye suke la...ade ak ksah??
hari ni jumaat. (ok..so what kalo jumaat)
hadoi...otak hari ni mcm tak berfungsi...keras beku cam ketul ais yg dah dua bulan lam peti es.
what ever lah...ak sebenarnye takde idea nak tulis pe...
tapi skang ak tgh nak praktis menaip mengikut training yang ak wat lam komp kakak ak..(pdhal be lesson 1 yg ajar letak jari di tempat yg betul)
ahhh...leceh betol menaip ikut kaedah tu....ak rasa cara ak menaip selama ni lagi laju(eceh..perasan la plak)
sebenarnye...ak tengah happy...hahahahahhahahahahahahah....
ak pon tak tau kenape ak happy...ermmm
mungkin sebab gaji dah masuk...waawaawaaawaaa
oooooooooohhhhhhhhhh ak happy~~~~
ngek!!
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
siamang betol!!!
terus pasang lagu dengan kuatnya..telinga aku kan..suka ati la...
pagi2 masuk opis ape lg wat kan..ngadap facebook ngan email2 la...opisnye email bukak je..tp tak bace pon...
dah settle tgk sume fb..blog2 yg ade...br ak perasan something...headfon ak tak connect kat laptop...WTF!!!!! aduhh....trasa nak mencarut2 diri sendiri...bodoh!!!
dah ar opis ak tu sunyi sepi...bangang betol...
dengan kuatnye lagu rock kapak scoin berkumandang....@$!$@1#%#^$&%*
shittissss!!!
Monday, June 21, 2010
Ak di ganggu atau terganggu??
Ak pon tak tau cemana secara tiba2 bole mimpi mcm ni…cuak kot…dah la ddk sorg2…tp ak perasan jgk…dua tiga menjak ni…setiap kali sebelom tido…ak akan rasa cam dingin je kat kaki ak…tp ak dek je la..malas nak pk sgt…
Ak harap kalo ade bende2 yg ngikut tu(harap2 xd la).. pegi la jauh2…jgn kacau ak….ak tak kaco dia…so, jgn la kaco ak…ak nak tido ngan lena….esok ak keje kowt!!!
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
lang pa lang pa Chipsmore
the 1st week post~ aiyooo long time agooo la.
Thanks to GOD, I’ve completed the first week of working. Not much can be expected since I believe everybody knows, the first few weeks are really going to be extremely boring. As a newbie of course the first thing u need to know is what actually the department that u are in doing. As for me, HCC is leader in innovation of drill bits. Being exposed to the theory behind the diamond bits really gave me something new and fresh. Of cause actually I never know about the diamond since I’m not really into o&g. but I guess I have to accept and I’m accepting the path that God chose for me. I believe, there’s something waiting for me in this field.
Actually, after few days in the office, the most frustrating news is that, my scopes of work are mostly in the office and meeting client. OMG! This is not actually what I’d expected the day I walk for the first time in Baker Hughes. Though, I’ve talked to the big boss, and senior colleague, there’s nothing much can be hope and I guess the dream to be working offshore at the platform somewhere in the middle of the sea, is just a dream. But, contrast with that, the best part that I heard is most of big managers come from HCC department. WOW! I’m starting to convert the future plan, from switching to another product line for field experience to being a manager of Baker Hughes. Ohhooo…this newbie started to talk nonsense. Ahah….luckily the probation period is just 3 month. Therefore, by hook or by crook, the highest priority of focus is to pass the probation period first.
Well, got a phone call from the big boss yesterday, err….actually due to my email to him talking nonsense about few concerns which of coz include about going to platform just to see what is actually going on there. Ahah! I’m lucky; the big boss is such a very nice person. While not actually doing any work yet, he already willing to gave a full support for my future plan. Really enjoyed talking to him . Ahah! I like u boss!! Ohh, u might feel a bit weird and asking y the boss talked to me tru the phone. Actually he’s based in Bangkok. Therefore, ………(put your own sentences.)
Upss..need to stop here, nature’s calling. It’s freezing cold in ere. And well, of course I need to prepare for some quiz next week. Urghhh…can’t believe I’m still trapped with the most things I hate while being a student.
Gtg. Da~
Missing Post
just a doc file where i wrote what ever nonsense i'm planning on posting.
cant find it anywhere since i change my laptop..
never mind...i'll post it sometime if and only if (ohh...tringat lak cikgu norma ajar math mod) i manage to find the file back..
it's the 3rd week already, owh..the time pass by very fast...
kind of feel like juz 3 days in the office.
not much to do....juz study and go tru catalogs, material what ever they gave and read it over n over again..
but, i did learned new thing yesterday, juz few hours before going back.
rig count
well, looks pretty easy,
counting how much rig is in active status for vietnam, thailand, japan, philippines, brunei and malaysia of cos.
for malaysia, there are 21 rig a per this week count. new info..hohoh...never know how much rig we have.
as far till now, still didnt get any task yet, juz getting ready for quiz and assignment this friday.
and the most interesting part meeting the big boss. came all the way from bangkok.
also can't wait for EDP training in Dubai early april. gaining new experience and learn to be independent at new place alone.
selamat bekerja untuk yg dah bekerja...pada yg belum..
teruskan usaha dan doa..
adios
Friday, February 19, 2010
BIG big DAY


Saturday, January 16, 2010
selamat tinggal zaman remaja
Saturday, December 19, 2009
lama btl
sebaek je pindah dr utp..esoknye ak terus berangkat ke johor...melawat kg halaman yg dah lama ak tinggal...
2 mggu kat cni....takde la kemana pon ak berjlan...
selain round2 bt pahat neh..
ade jugak ak ke muar, n jb...
tak byk sgt yg berubh...
pastu..sempat jugak ak ke melaka.,..menziarah si dayah...rumet ak selama 4 taun yg tak penah skali pon ak ke umh dia...
alang2 dah kat jhr nih...ak pegi le...pasni tak tau la bile plak nak pegi...
esok...akn balik ke kedah..tak sabar lak rasa..
kakak ak pon akan balik...
n yg paling penting...nak jumpa best fren ak...si faizul..
dah setaun jugak tk jumpa...
ada la jugak merancang nak wat part time...
sakit btl rasa bila xd duit neh..huhu...
tp tgk la kalo rajin..ngeh2..
duit...duit...
Sunday, December 6, 2009
disini tamat nya hikayat...
Monday, November 30, 2009
Ape ni?
Saturday, November 21, 2009
diam sudah!
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
i'm a sleep walker??

no..no..no.....
1st planning of juz laying down at my bed for a while (for a while ok...not forever..covered by kain batik from head to toe) and with the forecast of waking up again to continue study. But then, i fall asleep...deeeeeppppp sleep till suddenly i woke up.
recklessly finding my handfon and
eh...5.30 a.m alredi?? I was so shocked!!
Then my eyes caught sumthing at my roommate’s bed... she’s not there..
it is kind of impossible to see the bed empty at this kind of time..
1st assumption
dayah ni g mane...sakit perut ke?
Suddenly she came in, taking her glasses n out again, my brain started to make another assumption based on the examination of situation (eceh).
Ehh...g ber*k pon pakai spec? Stadi ngan shidah kot.
Ish...orang sibuk stadi...ak tido je...
Then, she came in again, this time taking out green-plastic-drinking-glass with her.
Aikkk....(cant make any assumption)
With a heart full of worried for juz sleeping instead of studying, i woke up and straight away checking my gtalk...
Wahhhh...still so many frens online...
How come, its 5.30 in the morning...(kind of feel guilty for myself for not studying while my frens staying n working so hard to prepare for the exam)
Tettt teennettt!!
My eyes caught the pc’s clock...1.59 am.
Hehhh?? Is there sumthing wrong with my eyes?? Or the clock is not working??
It cant be the clock!!
Checking my handfon back and found out that
It’s the woke-up-blurr-disorder which makes me half insane. Thinking ridiculously and even makes such fool assumptions of my roommate.
It’s actually not the hp clock that shows 5.30. It’s my calendar event that shows the exam time which is at 2.30 to 5.30.
chaos for awhile in my head....
dammm!
Monday, November 9, 2009
lalat waktu malam

Saturday, November 7, 2009
mencari nur~
Dr.amin nye part
-obj func, constraints, decision variable, cam test
-forecasting tu tgk la part jap
-exponential smoothing tp x sure la kalau die nk bg takut cam susah
-camane nk kire mean, avg mcm assignmet
-kire parallel series
-maintenace prevention n maintanace bdown
ape beza
cam factor rating,etc
-process strategies
-stadi charateristic
-advantages n disadvantages
inventory x masuk
tp TQM masuk
SPC
Friday, November 6, 2009
curi Makanan ayam

ishhh....lmbt pulak nak sampai pengenyang perut nih....perut buncit ni lak asik tendang2 dinding je...
eh..eh....nak ke mana tuh??? siot tol mangkuk2 nih...dia nak lari lak....(siyes..mangkuk2 tu bergerak2 sendiri atas meja)

